Wednesday, November 17, 2004, 12:00 PM
well.. today went out with a group of friends.. to relax a little... from the study blues.. enjoyed the few hours..
After that.. went home.. then m start to kpkb.. and somemore say my prelims result.. what never study.. wtf lor. for the prelims.. i studied around 3 weeks before.. never see, means i never study? wtf. then everytime i study till quite tired.. went to on the computer and play for awhile.. so what? that's also the time when she comes home.. then the first thing that she thinks is that i never study for the whole day.. hanging onto the computer.. wtf.. where's fairness? then talk to her like.. wtf lor.. waste my time.. must we kids study IN FRONT of our "parents"? Must we? or i should say are we supposed to do that? NO? NO! That's the right thing. study till tired, playing games wake me up.. better than those gangster on the streets... smoking lah.. vulgarities lah.. fight lah.. RIGHT? RIGHT? WTf. I play computer games, I like. SO? SO? Not everyone is perfect.. SHE should know. Brainless. for this period of time.. i will just have to tolerate.. of her crazy things like threatening me of cancelling my dear perious broadband.. THAT's one of the things i can't live without.. which are.. COMPUTER, COMPUTER GAMES, BAND MUSIC and FRIENDS. I can't afford to use back the previous 56k.. no way.
I really hope that the modern days parents can think better.. They must also understand.. Take more time to understand what their child needs.. Not just a place to live.. Not threatening them that THEY are the ones paying all sorts of bills.. this and that.. bla bla..Please, Think.
Nowadays.. Nothing comes to my mine.. seriously.. nothing.. not even her. I just wanna get over this exam.. get good grades.. go back to band lifestyle.. Get a computer.. Play games.. Sometimes.. it's good to be alone.. But, sometimes not. I think of nothing. Earn money, Make money, that's the most important thing in this world.. without money.. End of the world.